I do not want to describe all in this work, just to leave a door wide open to interpretation. Every time I look at it, it hurts my soul, it's accurate to how I have imagined it, curd, in this way I saw it in my mind. The title "Holding time in vain," refers to the impossibility of understanding life, we've got not enough time, nor life enough ... to perceive all around. We have to accept it and live in peace with ourselves. Always throughout my life, I have wondered how it would be to be dead. Sometimes I stopped breathing for a while, my eyes still ... i'ts a concern that has always accompanied me. Comments are welcome and I'll be glad if you feel the same as I do when looking at it: a kind of suffocation and anxiety.